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♥Monday, November 29, 2010♥

Lets talk about friday :)
went to sitex , hubby bought hp and lappie took trained to admiralty
went to eat western at foodfare , than bought some stuffs at shop and save
walked home , reached home bath than sleep , i did not entertain hubby
sorry dear .. im too tired cause so long never went out .
Saturday , stayed home .. annoyed by them ; pfft !
"SO IRRITS SIA" cbai ! !
than at night hubby wanna go to admiralty ,
reached .. hubby wanna drink beer pulak -.-" alamak !
i must look after him lor :DD he drank 2 bottles of tigger .
wooo ! we drink at foodfair i ate chendol . the smells so SUX ! i hate beer :P
than he half-mabok ! alamak !! teros lynn brought him home .
mabok mulot punye la bising . . hehehehe :X
reached home smoke - smoke than tgk kan hubby nye peragai slengs
than he cannot tahan he baring at living room than ter-muntah !
keciannnn lynn ~ need to clear up and carry him to
the toilet -.-" b sumpah u berat mcm gaja ! hehehe ^^
after i da clean up than drag him to toilet and asked him to bath ..
than i smoked , he went to sleep liao -.- hahaha da mabok kn :P
tdoooo best !
SUNDAY , stayed home watched hubby and bro played cso
than i cooked ayam masak kicap :DD laparrr gees ~
hubby da mandy-makan-go to sitex to buy his ps3 slim -.-"
Today , monday blues ! boringgg day !!
and hubby make me heart pain =.="
ade ke he said he ternmpak **** than he said
she sombong ready .. what do u expect ? surh die bbl nan u ?
hmph ! now i tgh majok nan hubby :DD


♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 9:43 PM

♥Saturday, November 27, 2010♥

Fml ! i hate my life seriously ,
in the morning gave prince his cereal than bath him
after bath i went to take a shower ..
mum cooked sambal prawn , she asked me to buy beras .
so i went back to my room and checked the money its gone
than i asked all of my siblings especially my last sister , she did not take
it than who else sia take the money ... sumpah lynn fed-up where else
i know shes the one whom take it ! waliao than i get scolded frm mum again !
nabeh cb !!!!!! semue aku yang kene , da la i will find werk asap than i
can survive on my own i dun need anyone help from anyone
especially my family , i hate my family so much ! FUCK !
everything change just like that .. its like after the incident
i wish that i would get
some other parents like my other friends ..
i taught right after i gave birth and came back home ,
everything has changed but NO !
its bad to worst !! i was so dissapointed in everything !!
i wish that i can get married as soon as possible so i can get out
from this house ..
lynn mcm nak nages but i control it . haisss ~
lynn malu dgn my hubby, it seems like everything he need to help
me, i wish that one day i will gave him something in return .
seriously i dont really used to it using his money ..
lynn malu sei ! his just my bf not my hubby yet .
haisss :(


♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 12:19 PM

♥Thursday, November 25, 2010♥


i wish that you stay with me forever and hug me when im asleep D:

cause your hug makes me warm , heeees *muke mau step cute cikit*
so siannnn nothing to do sia , whole day raining ..
Today plan cork up -.- in the morning call tity to wake
up , than she called the agency to make an appointment ,
she called me back " b dorang suroh anta resume siol "
WTF ! never mind than i try to find at news paper and call2
ive 2 interview today but i did not attend cause thanks to mum !
THANK YOU MUM :')
she started to menbebel , and ive no mood to go for the interview .
cibai kan ! mcm waste sia , knn ! ty again . pfft -.-"
after that play cso all the way till hubby reached home , gheees ~
addicted already sia lynn . whooo ~ thanks to hubby for teaching me .
and now i cant stop playing .
currently on skype with hubby and frens .
tgh maen cso sei doranggg . heees ~
yeayh ! bsok friday :) so cepaaatttttt !
but dunnoe hubby comming anot -.- haishhhh
oke la feel so tired liao need alot of rest ^^ tatas !




♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 11:02 PM

♥Wednesday, November 24, 2010♥

Happy 8month Old Rayyan Aniq Shah !!
mummy and daddy love you lots ~
even you seen mummys fall into tears but im still
strong enough tostand up right and be by your side ..
bt sometime u cried too :'( haish !!
lil prince now having some sickness which i dunno what is it .
i taught was chicken pox so i dun think anything ..
once when mum wen back home she said " ni bukan
chicken pox kak ni macm hfmd . " i was like tkmoooo la ckp gitu ..
haiss , stress lynn -.- than she asked me to bring aniq to consult doctor
tomorrow , hmm bt than ive to go for job haunting nver mind la
i went to poly 1st than see how it goes .. i hope nothing happen to him :(
* P R A Y H A R D *
oke lets talk about last few days ..
i had a small quarrel with hubby , i dunno la whats wrong
with him like all of the sudden -.- "
nebermind if he needs freedom than ive to let him free
so im going to find a job soon ^^ wish me luck to get a job aite ..
haishhhh :C i dunnoe why day by day i will get so worried about him,
hmmmm .. i love you so much riddee i just cant let you go .. even one
day your not with me my taught always think negatively .
cibai sei asal ni nan aku ! tsktsktsk !
but everything oke already ,
so currently on skype with hubby ..
just now play cso with hubby team :) hehehe sexayyy sia my hubby !
oke la thats all im going to elaborate



♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 10:54 PM

♥Saturday, November 20, 2010♥

Hello peeps :) the picture above has been taken today . .
lets talk about yesterday ,
in the morning do my chores while otp with hubby
than when i put down for about an hr than i called back
i said that i wanted to go to swimming , he said go la maybe
im not coming and im going cs3 -.- i was so damn upsad . . pfft ~
than i try to saiko-saiko hubby cause i want to go , at last he allowed
me to follow him and his staying over my crib , wootwootsss !
its aleady 2 plus hubby still wants to play cso with him . .
oke lo no problem dear . heheheheheheh im so addicted to it liao
while playing we stop after a few games cause hubby wan to
rest for awhile , message him and asked what time want to meet
he said 5 plus , oke . . i look at the time i have 2 hrs to cook and bath
everything done ! off to admiralty mrt station , FCUK the weather so damn
scaryyyy ~ i quickly rushed *walk fast2*
reached admiralty try to call hubby he did not pick up , msg did
not reply than i try to check my msn . he online , WTF !
is he going to paitao or wad sia ? booohooo ~
took trained to city hall , when i was a yishun i try my luck to call
hubby alot of times , AT LAST he did pick up and i asked him
what's he doing ? than he say he is about to get ready . .
than i say im in the train ready ,
he quickly put the phone down . i kno he gonna be late .
reached city hall ,
waliao weii so crowded meh ? fuhh ~ you all never go azzura mehs ?
heheheh chey lynn ! ive been waiting for hubby for 45 mins -.-"
so damn freaking late !!!!!!!
he reached than off to suntec level 6 :D wahhhhhh so high !
after tht went to marina square meet nurra at Dorothy Perkins
for awhile than off to Long John Silver . . yummie ! dinner time ! !
while eating , i disturb hubby . .
" b ingat our 1st date we having our lunch here ? "
hubby smile aje . . than he said i very shy-shy when i was eating ^^V
wahh ~ memories will never be erased sia !! cibai rinduuuuu ~
after eating , smoke machine at outside ms . .
than proceed to mrt station , in the mrt
playing /challenge games with hubby , kecoh lei kitr !
reached admiralty met alif than went back home after tht .

Today ; in the morning lil pince was so damn weak and sick ,
he's not being himself . he so damn different when he is sick -.-
i cried when i look at him cause i dun believe that he might having
fever ! haish !! i did not have enough rest , look after rayyan at night . . haissss
poor thing of him ! when everyone awake hubby gives him medicine
and look after him for a while , while i do my chores . thanks dear !
i love you so much ! his temperature still sticks at 38. something .
currently im all alone in the living room while updating my blog
hubby faster wakie lei , wifey hungry liao while waiting for you to wake up
stomach da maen dungdungchenggggg ! hehehehe
mayb tomorrow im going to aloha chalet [ family birthday party]
hopefully hubby tag along if not i dont kno how im going to
handle aniq alone :( pleaseeeeee hubby i need your help D':
i think thats all im going to elaborate so yeah seee yah !

GET WELL SOON LIL PRINCE !


♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 9:52 PM

♥Friday, November 19, 2010♥


Received a message from hubby at 11:12pm
hubby : im sorry i marah u.. i ngh sakit..
maaf u..i tawu niat u baek tapi i je..haisss
me: Tk p :( tears rolling .
hubby: da u im sorry .
me: never mind . i phm . i need to give you
freedom . sorry my fault too . just have ur rest at home
hubby:jgn sedih k u . i sayang u no matter wad ..
me: i kno , so u nt comin rite ?
hubby: bsk k b , haisss .. love u
me: its oke . its my fault . have ur freedom aite .
if tomorrow u gt something on than never mind
go have it im nt going to force you i tk nk
konkong you lagy . i just wait fr ur call je k :(

i think he fall asleep . cause he did not reply
currently my eyes still wide open , i cant sleep
something bothering me and makes me awake
hubby no matter i still love you .
im ready to fight for it ! cause i really really love you
get well soon hubby ! muarkssss ^^

♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 2:14 AM

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♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 12:04 AM

♥Thursday, November 18, 2010♥

* Tears Rolling *
in the morning having fun smsing hubby while doing my chores .
than right after he reached home everthing change -.-
he kept quiet all the way till now ..
i taught what had happen to him till i call him at around 6 plus .
cause i have asked him to come today and take tomorrow leave , he said oke
so i wait and wait and wait and even i tried to call and sms
him alot of time , he did not reply or pick my call , haish ~
at around 10 plus he was online so i tried my luck to asked him is he coming
or not . all of the sudden he said tht im so irritating and why cant i
give him more freedom after i read tht sentence "tears rolling"
i have asked him before i ade konkong u tak but
he said no . but now ? haiss pple change ;
currently my tears kept rolling , no one at home except my sisters and son
and ive to look after them till morning , so maybe im not going to sleep
haisssssssss

♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 10:57 PM

♥Wednesday, November 17, 2010♥


Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ SĿÂMÂŦ HÂRĪ R¥ AÐĪĿAÐĦ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
i wish to go to haji one day before i die :)

Ampun dan maaf andainya
TERkasar bahasa
TERsilap bicara
TERmarah yang tak kena
TERtanya tak tentu hala
TERsasul yang tak sengaja

TERpukul kat mana-mana
TERpekik di telinga
TERhantuk di kepala
TERpinjam harta-benda
TERmoody tak semena-mena
TERumpat bila-bila
TERmacam-macam lagi yang kene mengena

Semoga dimaafkan , kerana you lah
kawan i di dunia dan akhirat !




♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 9:50 AM

♥Tuesday, November 16, 2010♥

She's mine girlfriend since i was secondary school , ifmhalot !

fika ; remember to look after yourself alright XD your gonna be a mummy
soon so now you have to change yourself to be a mummy , we aren't like last time ^^
i wish that everything will goes on smoothly insya"allah" just pray hard alright .. amin
i cant wait for the 4 months =P




aperh ajerkq kiyah , bohoooo ~

im back updating my DEAD blog =D
today i have an interview at toa poyoh central community club [wingtai]
i waited for hsnh to reached admiralty than we went there together , but than it
supposedly I've to wait for mummy dee also but she overslept-,-"
aper la you ni bie .. kecohh nah tsktsktsk
than we took trained to toa payoh , reached, we went round a
bout cause we don't kno where exactly the place is .
[spai pakai gps sei] blurblur . . clap hands !
like finally we reached the place , went to the 5th floor .
went in .... waliao weii so manny people mehs ?
i dun expected theres alot of crowd -.-"
adr satu "minah" nie mau kene rembat dgn lynn tau .
stare orang tk pasal thn nak bisik nan kawan die pasal kitr fuhh
lynn kasi muke sak nan ko "budak kecyk" hehehehe
take form - sit - put the form on the table
while waiting , i heard them calling my full name i was like
since when i put my full name sia . i turn around
tgk adr orng pegy tak , takd so i just went there lor .
than i check properly . CHEY ! not mine sia
adr orang name same with me ;D
lynn malu gilerrrrrrrrr ~
than baru lynn nan hsnh nye turn we interviewed together .
and they say wait for call till next week .
oke lor we wait , i hope i get sei C:
than we went to buger king and badokkkk jack . lapa siol ^^
than chilax at there than took trained back to admiralty .
cibai raining heavily sia than i chil jap at kiyah crib maen
nan anak kuching die . sumpah cuteeeeee , hehehe . than
reached home nurra called she wan to
bring aniq to nenek crib than i siap kn aniq than
anta aniq at bawah blk than i went home check email jap
than tertdo , when nurra text me she otw liao to send aniq back .
i went down asap sia :))

tomorrow going to atok crik at boon lay and nenek crib at yishun :)
woootwoootwooot ~
but i hope that will come tomorrow
btw to all muslim pple

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI




♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 11:26 PM

♥Monday, November 15, 2010♥


[ i kno my eyes so damn bad :D]
Friday ; Hubby called me to meet him at admiralty , oke ^^
reached AP went to buy our prince milk and some of the groceries , pay my hp bills
than went to cake shop i asked hubby
me : for what nak buy cakes ?
him : for our 4 monthsary and aniq 8 months
dalam hati : sweet nyeee laki ku ini XD tk pmah in my life exs lynn buy cake
for the anniversary ~ pffft . .my 1st tyme and rayyan 1st tyme 8 monthsary small celebration . but overall im happy with it even though hubby and bro was concentrating with their cs-.-boohoooo,,

Saturday ; mum asked me to learn how to cook " sweet N sour crab " waliao weii . so diff mehs ? i taught easy sia .. while helping mum , hubby helped me to look after rayyan than he went to take his shower ,
asked him " b, nak py anerh " ?
he said tht he wanted go and buy rayyan nestum and other stuff ,
than i say "b , nak ikot " ?
he said " cpat , takayh mandy"
i was like wad ? " tak payah mandy ? "
he said " you mandy lambat la ! "
pfft oke lor i go woodland mart dgn tak mandy sei -.-" malu sey lynn ~
Reached Woodland mart went to shop N save , bought crabs , cereal . .
than went home .. petang i send prince to mama nurra crib , the next day he coming home .
oke lor bo bian marhs . .
went back and sleep again with hubby ^-^V tdo agy kitr . macam oikoik sei b you :D
around 3-4pm da tdo kn rayyan than my tummy feels hurt again , hubby brought me to
the nearest clinic but the doc say i need to go back to kkh -.-" than went back home.
malam nye hubby cant sleep but i sleep for a while than kul 4-5 plus gitu i terbgn
than hubby nak maen cs ape lagy i maen nan die ,
waliao he always win sia . nabeh cb!
but at least i adr menang jgak kn . .
nane nane pu pu blueksssssss ~

Sunday ; Hubby sleeepppp oni ! macam babi sia C:
at 2 plus fetch aniq bwh blk .
chillax at home than potong cake and stuff ,
around 5-6 plus i tdo kn aniq dgn i skali tertdo :PPP
ape lagy selit sebelah hubby la . huhur ~
around 10 plus hubby asked me to wake him up at 10.30 but i
terlajak till 10.45 , pnat giler ! than send hubby dpan pintu
went back into the room my tummy hurts again , damn fcuk sia !
i need to go urot again sia mayb thursday cause my tempat beranak da jatoh D:
i went to sleep around 2-3am plus .

Monday ; STAY AT HOME
not feeling well -.- i missing hubby
muarksss . currently rayyan da tdo than its my turn to sleep lor
while waiting for hubby to msg me back .
Tomorrow mayb going for interview at wing tai !
yeeepie ~ i hope i get the job sia .. haish

Good Luck Lynn :D





♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 1:12 PM

♥Friday, November 12, 2010♥





Currently otp with hubby on skype ^^
At last we are back together , like before i sukeee ;)
just now we play games at msn , kecorable couples !
stooopidd he always win =.="
i shanyakk him so muchiee . . cant wait for tomorrow ! !
his going to overnight at my crib >.< woolalala ~ oke la thats all im going to elaborate for more update at onsugar : http://oneandonlyriddlynn.onsugar.com
bitches fuck off riddee is mine property now !

♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 1:32 AM

♥Tuesday, November 9, 2010♥

in the afternoon ive received a call from grandmum
she told me that mum will be sending me and bro to my dad WTH !
that means staying at indonesia ?? NO WAY !
i wont leave my hubby all alone in singapore ,
i will make a way !
thats why my hubby seem to be stress . sorry dear :C
i wont leave you and i will NEVER !
i will challenge and fight for my LOVE ,
i hope ur stronger than me dear .. please dont give up :C
cause ur mean so much. currently waiting for hubby to chat/sms me
where are u dear ?? thats all im going to elaborate ^^
SON + MUMMY = needs DADDY


♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 8:51 PM

♥♥


Actually i dont kno what happen to him , he make his mind just like
that , im totally hurt after he asked for it ..
i cried the whole night , i cant sleep yesterday cause thinking what i had
done towards him im totally lost .
i cant leave you alone dear , im going to be with you till eternity
ups and down .
i wish that you wont n never leave me and rayyan .

lynn tgh stress pasal family -.- now ? relationship ?
i just doa kepada allah yg kite akan bersame sampai akhir hayat nanti
raba al amin ,

aniq : if mummy fail again to get daddy heart back im really
sorry , but i cant find a new daddy for you cause his my true love
kalau daddy tk cinta mummy lagi i cant force him ,
but mummy cinta daddy , aniq berdoa la supaye mummy and daddy akan
kekal smpai akhir hayat nanti .

♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 12:29 AM

♥Monday, November 8, 2010♥

Thurs night till sunday night hubby stayed over my crib ,
on sunday we had a big fight over some matters :C
im not too sure about what , i think i dont understand him ..
and i guess about my family or im to harsh to him , but i really
dont mean it and i really neemd you in my life ,
*tears rolling*
please dear im totally useless if your not around , im so safe when
your right beside me .. i gonna miss those time we had together
one big family= daddy +mummy + son
if this truely gonna happen im going kill myself .
cause i have no one except you in my life
why should my loves one will leave me one day ?

ya Allah tuhan ku , aku mencintai mohd ridhwan bin *** ****** ****
aku tak sanggup berpisah deganya , cuma kamu tahu brape dalam
ku mencintainya , aku bersumpah sama kamu yang aku tak
akan berpisahnya raba al amin :C

please god his my love and i wont leave him no matter what !!
just now theres 2 company called me for interview and i did not
went for it cause ive no mood and my eyes swollen .
thats all im going to elaborate

♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 5:43 PM

♥Monday, November 1, 2010♥

Sasha had just safely delivered to her prince Rifdi Ryzwandy
on 29 Oct 2010 !!
allhamdullilah everything goes smoothly !
Today baby going back home ..
WELCOME HOME BABY ^^
take of yourself taw dear .. takmo angkt barang berat2
and follo the pantang ^^ 41 more days to go ~
i miss rayyan time kecikkecik taw :)) rindduuu sngt .
mcm nak agy satu baby , but after my marriage :D
but i wan baby girl pulak ^^ oke dear ? hehehehe

♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 9:33 PM

♥♥

29 Oct 2010 [Friday]
This date hubby stayed over my crib :))
around 9pm i fetched him at admiralty mrt , suwieet kn lynn ?? ^^
reached home after he had his dinner i gave him medcine :))
cause i kno his not feeling well so i need to look after him ,,
after that i went off to bed . pnat glerh !
30 Oct 2010 [ Saturday]
~ Stayed at home ~
wake up mandy kan aniq than went to woodland mart ,
bought our lunch and went home straight ..
than i cooked maggi goreng , this is my 2nd time i masak
still tk pass sei , sodehh lynn D:
at night i felt so weak and hubby gave me medcine X))
kepale ku berat semacham ! tertdo lynn kt sofa , hubby wake me up
than i tdo kt bilik C:
31 Oct 2010 [Sunday]
mum wake me up , siaping
off to kak tini wedding ^^
reached there .. freaking hot ! but overall was fun ..
went home , saw bro and hubby watchin video ..
i went to take a shower than i mandy kn aniq cause i tk buleyh tahan xia ~
HOTTTTT !!!
mum ordered PIZZA HUT ^^ yummie sodap jacks .
than hubby , aniq and i went to my room we just slack around ..
gurau here and there , [ i miss this part ]
hehehehe kecohhh sekali kitr ^^
da mcm officially husband and wife sia kitr :))
than hubby need to go off cause tomorrow his working liao .
siannnnnnnnnn !
than suddenly my tummy hurt ! i kept went to toilet D:
OTP with hubby till 5 plus X))
1 Nov 2010 [Monday]
i never went for my interview cause no one look after my son D:
asked mum just now in the morning
lynn - mummy today work wad time ?
mum - i work at night but im going out later ..
lynn - waliao weii i got interview sia , cannot help me to look ater
aniq for a while mehs ??
mum start la menbebel -.-"
alot of phone calls but i did not picked up so stoopid of me !
mane tk , i tgh tdo owang kol2 i mane uke l_l_l
currently otp with hubby :D soon im going to sleep liao ..
so dammm tired xia ! my head so pain :C
i miss weekend alooottt ~
how i wish tht i could stay with him
thats all im going to elaborate :))

♥ love riddee till eternity
@ 8:28 PM